You know when you start your day off with an advil that it's going to be a good one.

I have to be at work at 6am this morning. As early as that is, it doesn't justify getting up at 4am. After lying awake in bed for almost an hour. After only dozing in and out of sleep for a couple hours prior to that. Oh, and dreaming of work during the intermitent periods where I DID sleep.

Lately I feel like I'm an unsatisfactory person. To other people that is. I'm generally more or less okay with me. I don't know if it's just me being down on myself (thereby contradicting my last statement) or if I am genuinely not living up to people's expectations but for some reason in the last few weeks I feel like people just aren't that happy with me. Maybe it's just the realization that all that awesome personality (hah.) is just a cover for a person who is generally unreliable, late, forgetful and just sort of a pain in the ass. Or maybe I'm projecting.

Whatever.

I need to go shower now or I might be late for work. Which, correct me if I'm wrong, would be ironic.

DILEMMA.

Friday is the deadline for artist submissions for Art Matters (a concordia art festival for all of you not in the loop). I have a few paintings that I don't hate but none that are really jumping out at me. I guess I can take this opportunity to show you some recent works.


So internet, if you had to pick one, which would it be?
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oh and just for kicks...

Merry belated Christmas.