...to pass the days.
a little bit of meaningless rhyming for you folks out there at home.
i dont know how many people have noticed, but im kind of conceited. i like to try and hide it and i dont know how well of a job i do, but i do tend to think rather highly of myself. at least... i was for a while. after a certain amount of time where no one really makes that second glance in your direction (and lest face it here folks, im mostly talking about the attentions of members of the opposite sex) you start to doubt whatever you thought was good about you. im not trying to say im shit. no. im trying to say... im not exactly remarkable. im not sure what i was believing for a while but for some reason... i guess i expected more of this single business. for one, its rather humbling. however i was acting before, whatever slightly grand things i was thinking, pssssh. out the window for now.
dont get me wrong. i didnt have delusions of grandeur, i just was thinking i was a tad bit more... noticable. bah. its stupid.
life is hypocricy.
so is misspelling things.
god... i cant believe cinabon is potentially costing me a chance to be on the indoor soccer team. i better make one hell of an impression on the one tryout i can go to... not that it matters... its co-ed so there is only a small amount of girls who will make the team. i know the competition and with all due respect to myself, im fucked. but i would at least like to make a good try of it. AAAARGH. i just want to be done with cinnabon! i am going to miss all my friends there but i suppose that if we cant keep in touch outside of cinnabon then we were that great friends in the first place. im just tired of working my life around a job i do not care for.
speaking of work.. i need to be at cafe complexe in 8 hours and 45 minutes. time to get some shuteye.
and god im boring
Thursday, January 20, 2005
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Hey it's ash... word to you dood... I love how you referenced to me in the other post, that was great! And you don't have to worry about the opposite sex not noticing you. They are looking when you are not. Plus you're still super young, so nothing to worry about. If you want more attention (prepared to be freaked out), you should explore both sexes, more options that way! hahaha... you better come back online tonight... otherwise I will have to come after you and wrestle you to death, you know I will win! No I think it would be good competition, no karate moves though because I am not apt in that area. And now look who's blabbing, you're looking right at her! I'm watching Aladdin on tv, such a funny movie. And my uncle is driving me crazy on msn... ok enough blabbing... sorry to all emily's friends who are reading this pointless crap.
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