To Create

i am feeling all hyped up. and not tired. when was the last time i wasnt tired? I dont know, apparently getting a full night's sleep has its advantages. who knew ?

next up, 3 square meals a day.

yet another successful trip to value village if only for this totally fantastic yellow skirt i got. i tried it on again awhile back and have yet to take it off. its actually comfortable. skirt? comfortable? who knew?

i also got something for the awards banquet. in fact, i put away all my self respect and got some slinky black dress which emphasizes my complete and utter lack of cleavage. now i am aware that having big boobs is a pain in the ass. understand that this is not what i am looking for. i would simply, very simply, enjoy the presence of SOME, not ALOT, just SOME kind of breasts. not even just to feel better about myself as a person, really just for simplicity sake. i dont overly care about how it'll look, its just a pain in the arse to find clothes that fit when you have no breasts. ie-this dress. engh... now i need to COMPLETLY get rid of any shred of self respect i hd left, and find myself a strapless push-up bra. oh the humiliation. i promised myself that i would never touch the contraptions since they.... well... suck.

what is this awards banquet doing to me???

now to forget these trials and tribulations, i suggest we all be royaly merry and come back to my place. and by all i mean select few.

very select few. big party at my house??? NO!!!!!


and now to ask the parentals.... (wish me luck!)