pet peeves

when people think only of themselves. this sounds very vague, i know. but i hate people who dont take the time to look at it from another's perspective and assume that everyone is out to get them or everything is a deliberate atempt to get THEM.

people arent toys. you cant use them and hope they wont notice. if you cant chose between two people, then you respect the both of them and stay away until you CAN pick. no one has the right to make two people fight over them or at least believe they have to. you cant judge others? fuck that. am i just breaking my "put yourself in others shoes" rule that i just stated? no, because honnestly there is no excuse for this kind of behaviour. none whatsoever. it honnestly makes me sick, more than some retarded joke. you know whats worse? i cant even really step in, because it isnt my place. i'm on the outside and i have no influence.

christ, sometimes i wish i could just cut people from my life. i'm not saying certain people, i'm saying everyone. there, i could sit in my own isolated spot and just be me on my own. nothing expected from me and with no expectations. just me and my thoughts and whatever else i feel like doing.

i had more, i always do, but... i'm just really annoyed. people dont deserve the treatment others give them. why are we so mean to eachother? why IS there revenge? i was always of the opinion that things happen for a reason but some things just go beyond me.

you know, i could be a very spiritual person if i wanted to. i believe in fate and things happening for a reason. i trully believe that you are MEANT to be with a person and that eventually you will end up with them. do i believe in soulmates? i dont know... i guess it depends on your defenition of soulmates. perhaps it could be someone who knows your inner self as much, if not better, than their own. i guess that yes, i could believe that one person has the ability to TRULLY understand you like no other could. i dont think i could ever believe in a certain religion though. dont get me wrong, i have immense respect for those who dedicate themselves the true meaning of their religion ( i say true, i have no respect for suicide bombers because i find it hard to believe that a religion's original purpose was to murder innocent people).the idea of belonging to a religious group is wonderful to me, and it would almost be worth trying just for that incredible sense of community. but like i said, i dont think i could ever believe in any god and so i could never join because i couldnt dedicate such a big part of my life to what would be for me, a lie. this is an overdone excuse i know, but i find it impossible to wrap my mind around the fact that out of the hundreds of faiths out there, that anyone can claim that only ONE is right. thats right up there with saying that in the universe of billions upon billions upon billions of planets, earth is the only life bearing one(yes, i do believe in alien life. whether they've been here or not is a completly different matter). see, my spiritual side and my science side clash to much. from a scientific, or logical rather, point of view, it all seems so improbable. well then, now that you all know my theological views...


i'm not a mind reader although i wish i were... it annoys me when people are upset but you dont notice their subtle hints and then get mad at you for not being supportive. i'm not talking about anything in particular rght now, i'm just saying... we aint mind readers, dont be mad if we dont get you "code".




oh yeah, and alex, that was freakin hilarious.