You can't do everything and you can't please everyone.

For example: I may have rocked most of my art projects but in the process I have become horribly unhealthy in almost every way possible... Okay, I dont do hard drugs or smoke... yeah, thats about all I've got going for me. See, I get one but lose the other. The reason I bring this up is because today was my first soccer practice.

Dear lord I was pathetic. I think I was dead within the first two minutes. I felt so washed out. Someone said I hid it well but that someone wasnt the coach. Im sure he felt somewhat similarly to what I did. Needless to say, I hurt. I feel as though every muscle in my body is calling me an idiot. Sooo.... tomorrow should be even MORE fun.

But, I have resolved to start running everyday I'm home and taking the dog with me. He's getting pudgy. It would seem he went to seed around the same time I did. But no worries, I will whip our lazy arses back into shape! (I don't have an excuse not to now...)

People.

People amaze me. In every way possible. They amaze me ways which makes me respect them and they amaze me in ways which make me think... how the fuck did you manage that? Either way, you ca never make everyone happy. Some people just want too much.


**note: the above was written a few days ago and I saved it as a draft to finish later then forgot about it... the rest is from today (wednesday)**

Right so I came out of my art show 600$ dollars richer but two paintings poorer. The funny thing is that Im not sure if Im happy about this. I suppose its something Ill have to get used to but still... Im going to miss that painting.

Heh... earlier today my mother and I bargained over artwork. She wanted some and I wanted to keep it all... We settled on some sort of agreement. She's taking one original (which Im almost glad to get rid of since it bothers me) and she's getting a few prints. Oh and my stone sculpture. The wood sculpture she also gets by default since I have nowhere to put it.

Well the second half of this post has been pointless.

Its summer. My summer restlessness is kicking in. I want a mohawk (sp?).

That is all.