Of midnight meetings.

Today was a rather waste of a day. I slept through it mostly. I read a bit. The highlight was being able to wear ratty jeans and a spiderman t-shirt. I had a few things to do, didnt do them...

Watched movies with lil and the bro. Movies were sub-par despite good company.
Tomorrow... actually no, today, marks the begenning of my 7 day workathon. I might die a little inside. Then I go off for a little quality time followed by what will likely be another 7 day work stretch. I never thought I'd say this but I can't wait for the summer to be over. I havent touched an art supply in weeks. I've thought up a few comic ideas but I a)dont have the software installed on this computer and b) dont have the time to get it.

I am feeling lonely. I wanted to be single and now that I am I remember why I always rush into relationships. Not that Im interested in that now... It's just that summer always makes me crave those moonlight walks with a special someone to get to know. I love talking to new people. I'll admit, Im always more sociable after a drink or two or even just in a social situation. I love that time you have with a person where everything you have to say is new and interesting. You have no expectations whatsoever and every word spoken shapes and reshapes your understanding of this person. In that time its only the two of you, whether it be sitting on a park bench in the dark or in a crowded bar. It by no means needs to be romantic. In a way that almost ruins it. You may see them again or you may not. You may see them again and have nothing to talk about but you will smile shyly at each other because you know that they know something about you. The interesting thing is that you are not learning about a person through experience, you are learning what it is they want you to see. You are telling someone what YOU think is important about yourself. You could create a whole new life for yourself.... But that would ruin it. For one night you can lay your life out the way you want it to be seen. For one night you have someone's undivided attention and they have yours.

Enjoy.