Can you believe its the start of a new year?

Yes, actually I can. You see, it seems to happen every year. It's not a very NEW occurence.

I just ended a very satisfying and social week. It would have been perfect it I dind't spend it all wondering if the shmoe would ever anwser my calls. I'm sorry ***Viki, I know you don't want to read this but I'm frustrated and this is where I'm venting.Feel free to skip this one.***

I miss him and since he has been gone for the past 2 weeks he has made a rather questionable amount of atempts to contact me. And you know, this doesnt even matter to me who calls who anymore, I just want to talk to him. But there's nothing I can do about it. I've exhausted my ways of trying to get a hold of him and now I'm left waiting for it to happen on his terms.

Sorry, I'm just tired right now and when I'm tired I get moody. Lil and the girls are awesome. Instead of trying to reason with me about the whole thing they just rallied around and joined me in cursing the boy. While I do appreaciate the more accurate reasoning that he's in Atlanta and I can't expect him to be calling me all the time. It's expensive and he's visiting his family and all the perfectly 'reasonable' reasons why he never calls are all fine and dandy but sometimes, over a bottle of wine, you need a little fist shaking. You kind of forget why you were upset in the first place somehow...

But yeah. tired = moody.

I should just go pass out of something
goodnight