Of Life reaffirming Hangovers

Im just back from Montreal. Lots of stuff happened. It feels like I've been gone for a few days, not simply over night. I'd talk at lengths about some of my experiences but it's late and I have work tomorrow.

This next month will be one of the hardest and most stressful of my life. This isn't just for a decent grade, it's for my academic future. I need to compile a list of things that need to be done before I leave for march break:

submit application
write cover letter
finish portfolio (including around 4 more pieces)
sculpture assignment
Painting assignment- including finding a subject by thursday
3 assignments for Explorations due Feb 15... Mirror, Magic box and name. (two of those still need an idea)
read Frankenstein
work on Personal VIsion project
bring protfolio to montreal

I have 26 days to do all of this. If I avoid doing things with you at this point guys, dont take it personally. I don't know how Im going to deal with Emma... The problem is that when I'm stressed I don't really miss people. So if Im really busy I can go awhile without spending quality time with people. So while he will be sad to not spend time with me, I'll simply get irritated when he mentions it because I'll feel guilty and guilt is more stress. And then I'll resent him for adding this stress. and he'll notice and feel even worse about the whole situation. And I'll know that he's even more upset over it and then I'll feel even worse about everything.
So yeah... If I try and kill you, don't take it personally. I've just got alot going on apparently.

My moral of the weekend is that while massive hangovers give you a fresh perpective on life, they arent beneficial when you're dragging a giant portfolio around montreal.
No more Tequilla. Especially the 10$ kind. And especially after corona...

Liquor before beer,
You're in the clear.
Beer before liquor,
You've never been sicker.