OH NO! not the OC! *insert sarcasm here*

12 hour sleep... woot woot...

we saw Saw last night. in case i hadnt said it enough, i dont LIKE scary movies. some people enjoy being scared, i do not. unless i have some cute boy to cling to... even then, its not the scaring part that i enjoy but the clinging. wow, do I ever sound like a ditz. anyways, the movie scared the crap out of me because im a big baby. but it was okay though because besides from nigel, laura, kurt, mike, viki and i there was only an old couple in the theatre who didnt seem to mind out antics. at times we were all laughing at the terrible acting/script or both at once with wonderful lines such as "I want to LIVE!!!!!"

heh...

its very windy out. it looks like today should be holloween. but it isnt. oh well.

one day i will learn the subtle art of not letting what i think other people are feeling about me affect whatever it is i am doing at the time. its incredibly pointless and self destructive. i am only glad that i didnt let my retarded "feelings" get in the way of the rest of my night. i mean christ... sometimes i wonder if caring at all is even worth it. maybe ill just buy a boat and sail away into the sunset... then die in a horrible boating accident because i dont know dick about boating. wouldnt that be fun? apparently the OC season premiere has come and gone. ill admit, ive watched and enjoyed the show. but i am by no means a religious fan. like i said, i have no idea when the season premiere was and am only experiencing vague regret to having missed it. now i need to figure out what to do today until tonight... essay would be the intelligent choice and, as such, the immeiate write off.

off to... doing nothing...