this one's for you micheal..

my dad bought an ipod...

its so we can play music in the house. there is some complictaed (or not so complicated) reasonining behind it all but im tired and i dont think you care.
the rest of this will be point form as it comes to me.

i told him to buy me one too but he didnt. what a jerk.



i worked today, it was hella busy.

my there's a sharp pain in my neck.

i didnt get my yellow belt today, its a long story.

i really wanted some sort of contact tonight, but didnt get it.

got my fortune told, it confirmed that i am, indeed "independent" (by that i mean alone)

also am a big fucking white pearl.

i have to work tomorrow

wish i had something to look forward to. the best thing i can think if right now for tomorrow is the fact that my mom will probably make a good supper since it'll be sunday.

i want a new job

i want one now.

i want my homework to go away. or at least the essay to go away. i want to do the other stuff, i just wish i had more time for it.

im having flashbacks of being in grade 7 again, when i was a joke to most people. i was a pushover...

i want to stop thinking about that.

i want to shave my head.

i want to stop being all talk.





i want to go to bed.