of things to hate

1. work
2. english essays. or any essays at all.
3. people who manipulate me

i will explain all of these in the same order.

1. work is a bitch. it has its ups and downs and most of the ups are my coworkers who are all hilarious cool people. even my manager and ass-mans fit into this catagory when they are feeling on once in a blue moon slack. the downs: company policy and more often bloody assistant manager. Liz.... grr... so here's the deal. the last time i worked was last saturday. on that day the chedual for this week was up and i was marked for firday and sunday. alex happened to have the exact same schedual. so he goes in yesterday to check it to confirm on the times and such and notices an brand new shift on saturday for us. funny thing is, no one bothered to tell us. now i had plans. i am getting my hair cut for the first time in over a year and the insane difficulty i have to go through to get an appointment is crazy. i was really looking forward to getting this done with. not to mention i need to shop for some stuff and wont have any other time to do so and i made plans with alex which i never want to cancel. so all in all, the idea of working on saturday seriously pisses me off. im going to try and do everything i can to get out of it but i dont know if ill be able to... ARGH.

2. i hate writing essays with a burning passion. because of this they are always left until the last minute which makes the experience twice as worse. i have one due in english tomorrow and i ive pretty much resigned myself to doing it over the weekend. to be fair, i had absolutly no time over this week to do it... anyways, i enjoy writing creatively quite a bit but apparently science students do not need this skill. we only need to know how to write essays. well, they suck ass. period.

3. and this one is kind of out of the blue but its something that ive thought about in the past and figured, why not talk about it now. it's come to my attention that i am an incredibly naive and gulible person. because of this a person can manipulate me without my even knowing it. i cant bring myself to see the worse in people. im not talking about anyone in particular (how could i be, id never know if a person was doing it). but i can only assume that people i truly care about couldnt do something like that to me. and as for people i dont care about... well, i dont care about them so it solves the problem, now dont it? the plain and simple is that more often then not, i will trust you. how you chose to use this trust is up to you i guess... not much i can do about it. then there's people who think it's FUNNY to do things like make me believe stuff then laugh and say "haha, i was just making it up". well, to those people, ha ha, good one, but please, take it elsewhere because im not interested.

and on a closing note, ebscohost is a total bitch.