lets set the stage shall we? its 9 am on a sunday morning. i had been lying in bed awake for a while before spontaneously jumping out of bed. it was weird i dont remember consciously making the decision to get up. the next thing i knew i was sitting up in bed and had my glasses on. i figured that if i went back to sleep then i could sleep for another few hours but i really wasnt all that tired so i figured, why the hell not, and got up. i always feel better if i can get a full night's sleep and still get up relatively early. i didnt go too far though, roughly around the corner and on to the chair in front of he computer. there i checked every possibly updatable thing that was in my favorites. in the end, i got annoyed at all the people who never update *cough*mike*cough*
UPDATE YOUR BLOGS PEOPLE.
then i realised mine hadnt been updated in a while... oopsies. i also remembered how much i hate it when people complain about other people not updating... heh heh heh <---nervous laugh
as some of you might have read, i was at some random guy's house last night with a bunch of random people. it was fun. i didnt say much. im quite enough with people i know. with poeple i dont know, im VERY quite. especially if they dont go out of their way to include me in the conversation. i dont mind this, i have no problem with just watching and laughing at everything around me. its fun not having to participate once and a while. also, like viki said i planned to, i didnt drink. i had no desire to so i didnt, it was that easy. no one really got on my case about it which was cool too... although one guy did say "if your going to stay sober, stay home" but it was more of a general statement (not directed at me unless he was trying to sublty hint at it) and he was kind of an ass anyway so it didnt get to me at all. it was just a fun way to spend an evenning. it wasnt AMAZING but it wasnt horrible either. in the end, im glad i went.
you know, i think im in some king of stalemate in my life where things can either get much better from here or much worse. but until then it's like ive plateau-ed. its weird. its leaving me in some sort of state of suspension where instead of thinking about the future i seem to be just moving from one day to the next you know, living it as it comes at me. its working for me for now...
oh well, we'll see what happens when it happens....
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