Final Farewell

i know, i know. im only leaving for a week... enough with the dramatics already... but still. i dont want to. for those who havent already heard about a gabillion times im going for about a week to my grandparent's cottage out in the soo. actually, its for 4 days, afterwards we're going to stay in some hotel somewhere in the states i think. dont ask me why, i just follow the plans.

its funny, i usually dont get to worked up about leaving but for some reason this time is different. im really going to miss my friends... viki, alex, alex, pat, mike, jasmine, wiwi, sayyad, sam... i didnt even get to say goodbye to wolski. bye! and sayyad is going for a whole month. i'll miss you! and viki... im afraid she'll fall to pieces without me, or me fall apart without her. and jasmine will be bored out of her skull without me, and ill have no one to gossip and complain with... and who will wiwi ride with? and pat... my fellow lover of the strokes and my faithful provider of hugs... alex, someone needs to keep making fun of me, my brother is just a novice, he cant handle the task alone! mike... uh... well, who's going to make scenes at your house? and where am i going to make scenes? sigh... i was getting all choked up in the car on the way home. this is weird... im not depended on people, not like this... i miss you all already and im still in my house. ill be totally cut off from everyone. no computer. nothing! ill tell you one thing... after an entire week of wholesome family fun, i am going to be in need of one hella kickass party, thats for sure *cough*mike*cough* all rules and regulations respected, of course.

well, i bid you all a fond farewell until next sunday... *tear*

be good and dont do anything i wouldnt do!