on the same note as viki...

i was feeling rather shitting and down in the dumps. it was keeping me from doing any real studying. so i came back to my old routine. one i havent done in a while. holed up in my basement, in front of the computer, msn, online jigsaw puzzle and tv. eventually i scraped the tv and replaced it with music. thats when life started to pick up. i found a bunch of songs i hadnt heard in a while that meshed with my mood perfectly. songs that make me smile, that make me want to cry, that remind me of times had and faces... i usually go for the ones that make me want to dance, but not today. today i was going for something a tab bit more mellow... or you know the complete opposite (AFI).

anyways, im replacing the playlist on my mp3 player. the old one had been there for about 2 months and ive been getting rather tired of them. so im replacing with all the good stuff. ive got some afi, some beatles, some tracy chapman and all those one hit type songs. you know the one where you only have one song of theirs? yeah...those. anyways, viki sent me some good ones. i forgot about studying and i also forgot about everything else. i know im just avoiding everything and ill have to deal with it all at one point or another but not now. for now, ill just... NOT deal with it.

and i have just found a simon and garfunkle song in my music folder i SWEAR i have never heard before... crazy...

there. done. mp3 player all full now. whenever i fill it up i almost expect it to feel heavier. but oddle enough it never does.

ah the mysteries of life.