status report

lets see now...

English: done and probably done well
Philosophy: ditto.
Mechanics: done and erm... well hopefully my relatively good marks from the rest of the term will carry me through.
Linear Algebra: done and thank the gods i think i did it not too baddly
French: yet to come. not too worried because i dont really care. at all. okay, so maybe i want to PASS which is why ill study.
Chemistry: also yet to come. Mike spent the busride trying to convince me that i could pass. our rough estimates said that i needed about 55% on the exam to pass. it's sad that im rather worried about that....

so now that the school overview is done, on to other things.

i keep thinking im okay, ill get along then something happens and sets me back a few steps. i want things to be okay but they cant be and there is no one else to blame but me. lately i keep seeing all these things i do that if i saw in another person, i would dislike them. so obviously this leads to the conclusion of me disliking myself. its not even a case of being annoying, its pretty much a case of me being a bad person. its sad because as much as i hate some of the things i do, i often dont see an alternative. although lately ive been saying things without thinking which is easy to stop. dont say stupid things.


oh, something else. what is wrong with this sweatshirt? sure its a little old and baggy but there IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT. its confortable and practical and thats all i have to say about it.