some nights...

before i go on about last night... last night, and this morning, i noticed this information sheet about a new printer on the desk. this morning i noticed the "windows XP printer test page". all were printed in considerably better quality than our shit printer could manage. so last night, i look towards my right. same old printer. i look behind me, no printers. this morning, after seeing the printer test page, concluded that there MUST be a new printer in the house. so again, i inspected the office and found nothing. i was just about to check the computer in the basement to see if they had for some reason installed it down there when i glanced up. and there sittin oh so proudly on the top of the filing cabnet was a brand spankin new printer. i do not know how could have looked around a room TWICE looking specifically for a printer and miss it BOTH times. honnestly, if i stand up, its at about eye level. i had to walk RIGHT BY IT to get to this chair. i have problems.

anyways, back to my original blogging subject.

some nights have that power to do everything to you. make you extremely angry and upset, tired, content and ever so incredibly hyper and in a good mood while being so unbelievably random. it can upset your views on things to such a insane degree... but more on that later. first, the run-down. so me and viki leave school after viki speed finished her kick ass essay and headed out to star cite with intentions of seeing Kill Bill vol.2. the bus drops us off and we realisewe have to walk all the way across the places fifty gabillion parking lots before we get to the movie theater and the movie is staring NOW. in the end, we only missed about 5 minutes of the movie and we were told we didnt miss all that much. that movie is just oh so fuckin cool. if you havent seen it yet then by all means, please do. anyways, after the movie we had planned to go see the music man at philemon. however, by the time we had fed ourselves at timmy's there was no way humanly possible to get there on time so we just hopped on a bus heading in the general direction of aylmer. on the second bus we got on, lo and behold, there was Jessie! and Zarha! or Zarah! or however you spell it! anyways, we had a merry old time and decided to crash mike's house. of course, he didnt know this at the time neither did we know if he was home. anyways, we called, he didnt pick up his phone. so we called sayyad thinking that perhaps they were together. sayyad was at mike's house. now we didnt know if mike was even there with the lad or if his parents were there or if anyone else was there at all but these are all only minor details to the determined. so Jessie told us that we got off soon, we could take his car. we were forced then to make an important decision. freedom of a car or the constraints of public transportation. we were torn. eventually, we all jumped off the bus and i made an ass of myself and we found jessie's car and we all got in and we all made merry. we then drove zarah (i think this is the right one...) to the mall to get her bus pass and decided, heck why not, and waited for her to get back out and headed over to mike's. once we got there, we realised that this was indeed the place to be. oh and soemwhere in here we stopped at viki to pick up various random objects. anyways, back to mike's....
there we found mike, sayyad, Sara and Jon. Tom soon showed up as well. it was quite fun. me sayyad and jesse watched most of tomb raider while the rest played Asshole. im glad i didnt, there seemed to be too much yelling involved. anyways, once the movie was over and the card game browl broken up mike made !!!!!!!!!COOKIES!!!!!!!! and they were yummy. while channel surfing we discovered one displaying male genitalia. we quickly changed channels much to viki's dissapointment. she exclamed she wanted to see their faces (?). aaaaaaaaaanyways, we were talking laughing and just generally having a grand old time. twas fun. eventually my dating past was brought up, comments were made and i figured it was best i headed home. actually, no. i was already heading home when this happened and it was just a coincidence but i made my exit quickly nonetheless. Tom drove me home in his huge truck. thank you Tom.

and so ends my random night.

and on to more vague stuff. is it right to judge a person based on what you hear? or perhaps even see even if it doesnt involve you? ive always been of the firm belief that no, and that this was in fact the worst thing you could do. but i did the same thing not too long ago and i dissmissed other telling me i didnt have the whole story and i didnt really know the person. now im starting to see they were right. but now im faced with a similar situation, although, in my mind, a hundred times worse, and i cant seem to pull out that little voice that says " you dont know the whole story, you cant". but i cant help it. where do you draw the line of "they didnt do it to me so how can i hate them for it" and standing up against a truly horrible person. is there no line? should we all look at everything objectively like you just met the person for the first time? a big part of me whats to say yes, everyone deserves a clean slate start when meeting a new person and the other part of me, and admitedly the louder part right now, is screaming that there is no fucking chance in hell that this person is EVER getting a clean slate with me. i dont care that this means nothing to this person but i dont know, if it came down to it, if i could hold a conversation with this person. i know this all sounds harsh. it's very hard for someone to get me to hate them, especially without me knowing them. so, congratulations, you have succeeded.

anyways, enough of this. tonight im going out to dinner with alex and im rather looking forward to it.

and so, i bid all of you a fond farewell.