it's 12:40 am...

... and im crying.

not like boohoo crying, more like my eyes a so fucking itchy i could scratch them out of my skull. his happens everynight. my eyes get so bloody irritated and sore that they tear up. its not uncommon for me to be having a perfectly pleasant conversation online and being in an aboslutly fine mood and having a tear or two slowly streaming down my cheeks while my eyes burn. like now. its really annoying.i think i'll be going to bed now...


oh, but before i go, i might as well go through the list of my body's ailments... lets see now... ive been having rather painful stomach cramps for no reason at all since last night and i feel like ive been beaten with a bat. yes, the second one will happen the day after youfirst soccer match of the season. especially one as physical as yesterday's. yeah, ive been shuffling everywhere today. it takes me a minute of two to stand up straight after sitting in a chair for too long. it's sad really...

anyways, i'll tell you more about the soccer game tomorrow.