what day is it today...

right, wednesday...

so that means that my soccer game was two days ago. thats right, you guessed it, im going to talk about my soccer game yet again. what can i say... its what i love so it's what i love to talk about.

so to start off, the game was in Masson-Anger. it took us most of the day to figure out WHERE the field was. the Masson-Anger team is, well... not very good. you see, they had trouble making a full team so most of their players are younger and even at our game, there was only 10 of them. and apparently no one showed up at their last two practices. it turns out i knew their coach, jer, from when he helped out with the volleyball team. he thought it was funny to say just loud enough so the ref (who just happened to be jess) didnt hear "dont trip, dont trip, dont trip, dont trip..." as i ran up the line past him with the ball. anyways, needless to say, we werent expecting much of a fight but rather a chance to put what we had practiced into play with a bit more intensity then you'd get during a pracice. and we actually played well. i mean, we won 10-1 but it wasnt like whatever we did, the goals went in, we actually had a good structure. anyways, i doubt you all care about this. my point being, i, who never scores, scored 4 goals. two of them were actually rather nice and i owe the credit mostly to Christine and Jasmine (the one you dont know) who both gave me amazing crosses making my job much easier. actually, one of those two was a header on my part. anyways, the other two i got lucky: once i kind of tripped on the ball which changed its direction, confusing the goalie. the other the goalie kinda of dropped/screwed up on so i just ran in and kicked it in the net from under her reaching for it. it was a fun game.
anyways, we know our next games wont be near as easy and we arent getting as bigheaded but it was nice to see we CAN play a smart passing game. we just need to do it again...

anyways, now that ive thoroughly bored you to tears, lets see if i have something esle to talk about...

hmm. i hate it when people claim to know me and have no idea what they are talking about. when people say something like, "no it's okay, i understand." before you even have a chance to explain, chances are, no, you dont. im really annoyed at people in general right now... but not in a fuck off way just in a id rather not spend time with you right now. this is not to any specific person, this is to EVERYONE i know. its sad but i think im tired of my life. its the same old thing over and over again. i want to meet new people. do new things. see new things. i want some excitement in my life.


sigh, i know, im probably being childish in wanting all of this but i cant help it...