of feelings felt.

last night i had a late night busride. a weird thing happened. as i was sitting there, my insides started to squirm and my throat closed up. all of a sudden i had this feeling of anxiety, almost fear. it made me want to get off the bus and run, run away from all things familiar. i knid of firgured out it was a fear of the inavitable. i hate not being able to change how i feal.

thats as far as i can go here...

in other news, poison ivy sucks, i passed all my courses (even chemistry,61)and laying in bed is MUCH to comfortable to be healthy.

now if you'll excuse me, there's some sunlight in my backyard just waiting to be lounged in. adieu mes amis.