second day in a row that i come home with some sort of high expectations. no, not even high, just expecting SOMETHING, ANYTHING to be waiting for me at home. when i get home and there is nothing, just feel like hitting something. ive been feeling rather shitty lately and i dont know what it will take to snap me out of it. i dont like feeling this way and i want this to change. the happiest i remember feeling was last friday and the whole crazy carefree fun that came with it. i feel like everyday im waiting to do something that will put me back in that mood but nothing comes.
i feel picky and childish and im sure everyone wants to smack some sense into me but i cant help it.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
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